Threadbare

All good comes to an end...In life there is both positive and negative ordeals...you take the good with the bad...Although i strive for postive thoughts and actions, i see much around me as choking the positive out of life; negative is what surrounds me...or at least thats as my pesimistic mindset relays to me...It seems that when something good is placed in my path, it fades quickly...My biggest problem in life is letting go and forgetting my past, but as everything I do only brings painful memories to mind, it remains my issue. But then someone worth my while will waltz into my life, as perfect and graceful as Jesus on water, and for the little time we are together, my past is erased. I love that I'm weaving a new tapestry of life...a new tapestry in which my past is not included.SMILES, JOY, LAUGHTER, PLEASURE, CONFIDENCE, POSITIVITY...This is what is included in my new artful life...As little time as was spent with this..."happiness"...I've grown attached. I've become someone new. I saw life as fresh and exciting, with "happiness" by my side...But we all know happiness fades...and so did HE...and so tonight, I cannot weave, for tonight I am left alone...threadbare...